Reaching Perfection

When does a person reaches perfection? We all seek perfection but we reach it only when we can evolve emotionally, how is that? Well in my personal opinion that is done when find our second half.

Many disagree on this point, but to me a person is not whole till he/she finds their second half, I recently reached perfection as my soul and heart are pure, she completes me in every aspect, in every imperfection she fits in to fill it and make me become perfect.

I become whole, me and her fitting like puzzle pieces to become one, to be complete, to be PERFECT, that is the only way to reach perfection, when I am beside her I reach into the soul of the world become part of it me and her as one.

Everything becomes perfect even sorrows becomes so perfect because we both face it as one and concur it in her I find myself perfect and I will always do, she is after all my angel.

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Finding Happiness

Well we all at some point in life find our happiness in a special thing whether it was the job, the companionship, the place, or anything else.

For me I find my happiness beside the angel I was blessed to be gifted by, or shall I say blessed by, well for me happiness is reached on my spiritual and emotional level, since I searched for this happiness for many and long years and finally as they say patience is rewarded I found my true happiness.

In being beside her, in just looking at her, in hearing her voice, in just knowing she is there, as I write this I smile for I am happy for thinking of her, because the mere thought of her makes me happy and joyful, this is my true happiness.

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It Started With a Beat

lately in a place inside me I found a peculiar new sound, and a feeling that at first hurts but then becomes the most wonderful of all time, it was a beat from a heart that for too long was decaying and dieing, yet it beats with a new rhythm, catching me off guard, and sending this new sensation into my body.

In the light of this newly found sensation, I started to search for the cause of this, and it didn't take me too long to find that it was a look of an eye that steered this new rhythm in me, it gave me feelings that long were forgotten, happiness, content, safety, and warmth, it restored a faith that long ago died, those eyes that pierced me, and gave my heart and electric shock to beat again, yet that wasn't all.

I found that it also started making those feelings grow, and strengthen with every look, it made me change my views toward the way I saw life and the way I got to believe is right in relationships, it earned my trust, and made the first beat become many, that a heart regenerated and became whole again with parts of her in it, to fill the rotten and missing parts.

it gave me a new faith in life being good, that people can be trusted, that someone can be loved with all my parts, it gave me a new commitment, a commitment by heart, a connection that is powerful and strong, and filled me with light to thwart (defeat) the residing darkness that filled me once.

a restored hope that tomorrow is bright, that a day will come when everything will be perfect again, made me look forward toward life in a new meaning and a new light, a new goal, and purpose, she gave me the reason to look forward to be perfect, to know how to cherish a person that I have no blood connection with, a person to be held dear and close to me, a reason to challenge life to reach her eyes, at the end she started it all with a look of her eyes and continued to nurture it with her love, kindness, and care, an unbiased care and love toward me, sometimes a chance comes our way that within it and for no apparent reason we find the ONE, and I found mine, and for her I am devoted forever.

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Finally A Smile Surfaces - Dedicated to an Angel

When do people really smile? I always wondered till this moment, my own true smile came out, for each has his reason for smiling, as for me my smile came out when I found her.

It has been so long since I last smiled a true one since I was living my days in darkness, but now I found the light again in her eyes, the curious thing is now this light is so strong that even if I don't reach it, I know that I will never see darkness again because her light filled me for eternity her smile alone gave me happiness I forgot, I declare her to be my one and only for in her I found everything and in so I dedicate this piece.

When i looked into her eyes i found that i was lost in their depth, and after a while my lips started to move into a shape that i long gone has forgotten existed, a smile surfacing from the depth of me, a place that was hollow and dead, but now there is something different, that place is no longer decaying, but on the contrary reviving, she is nurturing it with her warmth and kindness giving it strength and life.

I knew from that look that the time has come for the darkness to know the light, and the for me to know the warmth again, i will cherish that moment of warmth for the end of days and live it through in my life and after it ends, for this kind of warmth is never known but felt, i wish that i could give her the world and the heavens, and i will give her what ever i posses not of decaying materials but of feelings and care, and security.

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